my Sanctuary


Welcome to my sanctuary. This is a place for me to share the ups and downs of my life as a mother, woman, friend, and subbie. To revel in the triumphs and work through the difficult parts, but to always be me...the good...the bad...and the playful.

Another Step Forward

Another day down, *smiles* and it was another good day.  i'm taking joy in the small accomplishments. The house is cleaner...always a good thing.  It's really nice to hear the boys say "Great Job Mom".  i even got them to clean their room today.

i had the bonus surprise of finding out that my holes hadnt closed in my ears, and i was able to put on some very special to me earrings.  Maybe now, i can take off my collar...*or not* that's something that i havent been able to bring myself to do. i know i probably should, but well, sometimes it's just not that easy.  And in a way, it reminds me why i want to get myself straightened out so much.

Okay, not sure who turned the Major AC on in florida, but it's frickin cold today!! But i didnt let that be an excuse for me not to go on my YES!!! i went on my mile trek around the complex.  Two days in a row baby, i'm starting a streak.  NO not THAT kind of streak, leastways not yet.

i pulled myself away from the computer a bit more today...a good thing, even though i love you all.  But i'm not going to find my feet sitting on my ass in front of it.  Not going to find a life either.

So far, so good though...i'm sure i'll have some dark days as well, but for now things are going ok.  i've been reflecting on things a bit, on why i'm doing so well, and why it is that maybe taking things to this drastic measure was what i needed to do.  When i get it settled in my head a bit better, i may delve into it.


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