Posted by aislinn / 5:29 PM /
i had the bonus surprise of finding out that my holes hadnt closed in my ears, and i was able to put on some very special to me earrings. Maybe now, i can take off my collar...*or not* that's something that i havent been able to bring myself to do. i know i probably should, but well, sometimes it's just not that easy. And in a way, it reminds me why i want to get myself straightened out so much.
Okay, not sure who turned the Major AC on in florida, but it's frickin cold today!! But i didnt let that be an excuse for me not to go on my walk...so YES!!! i went on my mile trek around the complex. Two days in a row baby, i'm starting a streak. NO not THAT kind of streak, leastways not yet.
i pulled myself away from the computer a bit more today...a good thing, even though i love you all. But i'm not going to find my feet sitting on my ass in front of it. Not going to find a life either.
So far, so good though...i'm sure i'll have some dark days as well, but for now things are going ok. i've been reflecting on things a bit, on why i'm doing so well, and why it is that maybe taking things to this drastic measure was what i needed to do. When i get it settled in my head a bit better, i may delve into it.