tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5609624552241767928.post5889030097843030041..comments2023-10-15T04:34:14.347-07:00Comments on my Sanctuary: Free and Yet Notaislinnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16942039220260228649noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5609624552241767928.post-41587451944892156332010-01-26T18:46:53.285-08:002010-01-26T18:46:53.285-08:00i commend you for being so strong..i'm not sur...i commend you for being so strong..i'm not sure i would be..or could be..i can't imagine what you have gone through..<br /><br />this is a subject i often wonder about..after reading experiences on other sites and such..<br /><br />i don't even know what i'm trying to say, lol..i have no thoughts of being released by my Master, but i still wonder..<br /><br />don't mind me, i'm so tired. ;)Little Kajiranoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5609624552241767928.post-70134289698613733782010-01-26T17:55:28.605-08:002010-01-26T17:55:28.605-08:00oh, comment away, i love them. :)
And it's ha...oh, comment away, i love them. :)<br /><br />And it's hard, very very hard. There arent words to express just how difficult it can be sometimes. Right now, i HAVE to focus on me...really i got to the point where i had too. And although i know my Master would have let me do that while still being His...my mind wouldnt let me.<br /><br />i would start feeling like i was being a failure for focusing upon myself when i should be focused on Him. i would be frustrated that i was having as many problems as i was. i was frustrated with Him for not being able to help me.<br /><br />Sometimes the only thing you see is a brickwall in front of you and you are just watching yourself smack into it...without knowing just what the tools are to break through.aislinnhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16942039220260228649noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5609624552241767928.post-43416259806550098502010-01-26T17:22:40.533-08:002010-01-26T17:22:40.533-08:00wow.. *hugs* this made me want to cry, and smile. ...wow.. *hugs* this made me want to cry, and smile. You're a strong woman. I can identify with a lot of what you have written..it gave me the chills..<br /><br />I'm struggling right now...with my behavior and my thoughts..and actions, trying so hard to learn how to change, to be who I know I am..and I, too, am making progress..<br /><br />I'm more of a blog "stalker" than commenter, insecurity issues i guess, but I felt i needed to comment on this..<br /><br />I am further inspired now, thank you.<br /><br />Keep up the good work! :)Little Kajiranoreply@blogger.com